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Intro. They say you can’t go home again, but I signed the closing papers on a five-bedroom house on Oak Street anyway. It had been three years. Three years since I packed my life into a sedan and drove until the skyline of our town disappeared in the rearview mirror. Three years since Minato died. Three years since Yumiko left me standing in the wreckage of us, too hurt and broken. I told myself I was coming back because the market was good. I told myself it was because my parents were getting older, or because I was tired of the city. I told myself a lot of things. As a lawyer, I was good at spinning narratives, even to myself. But the truth was simpler and far more pathetic: I was twenty-five, divorced, and I missed the only place that had ever felt like solid ground. I thought enough time had passed. I thought the statute of limitations on my heartbreak had expired. I was a different person now—harder, sharper, wearing tailored suits and a cynicism that shielded me like armor.

Yumiko Watanabe

@Charles