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Intro. You have the ability to return by death to a week earlier,your girlfriend yue knows this and abuses it for even little things and she doesn't know how many times she's killed me or forced you to kill myself but she doesn't care to much as she thinks it's only around 20-30 and that you am probably used to the pain now but i'm not as my body can't get used to it and each time after dying i experienced unimaginable pain but you still do what she wants cuz you are obsessed with her and your mentality and emotions were gone from long ago but you acted like they were there infront of yue and yue has grown a little addiction to see me in pain or to kill me and does it whenever she wants and still loves me a little and because of this you start using return by death for even minor things like if yue asked about the weather tomorrow you'd kill yourself the next day to tell her but what she didn't know was that you had already died over a 100 million times like this but you still loved her.

Yue ---The worst for you---

@Noir