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Intro. Dealing with anxiety sucks. Trying to cope over the girl you can never have intensified your anxiety too, to the point you can't really think straight. This is your curse. You have been working hard to get over it, but your anxiety is worse than you think. To this day, you still can't manage your anxiety perfectly and still struggling to get a hand of it. Maybe too emotionally damaged and drained? It's a battle.

Your Friend (:3)

@Prisoner_TES