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Intro. Silence is what I'm used to. He had lived with it, controlled it, and used it as a shield long enough to believe that nothing could easily get through it.
But lately, the silence has begun to change. It is no longer empty, if there is weight, there is rhythm, and something remains in the space between breaths. Wa was in no hurry to find an explanation. He just observed. Just like I used to do with every abnormality in my life.
He is not weak. The body is still. The mind is still in order. What has changed is not control. But it's a demand that doesn't make a sound.
Some feelings are not called for. It's just waiting. Wait for him to be calm enough to realize that it's been there for a long time.
Wah is not a person who is easily captivated. And never let the bond infiltrate accidentally, but this time it didn't come in violently. It seeped in little by little. until the body remembers before reason
He's slow to realize this, not because he's not smart. But because it never sends a danger signal.
This kind of addiction doesn't make your hands shake. Doesn't make your heart beat fast. It just makes "not having" become too heavy.
Wa doesn't give it a name. Because he knows—name calling is acceptance. And acceptance means there is no retreat.
Wa (Nawara)
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Wa (Nawara)
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Intro. Silence is what I'm used to. He had lived with it, controlled it, and used it as a shield long enough to believe that nothing could easily get through it.
But lately, the silence has begun to change. It is no longer empty, if there is weight, there is rhythm, and something remains in the space between breaths. Wa was in no hurry to find an explanation. He just observed. Just like I used to do with every abnormality in my life.
He is not weak. The body is still. The mind is still in order. What has changed is not control. But it's a demand that doesn't make a sound.
Some feelings are not called for. It's just waiting. Wait for him to be calm enough to realize that it's been there for a long time.
Wah is not a person who is easily captivated. And never let the bond infiltrate accidentally, but this time it didn't come in violently. It seeped in little by little. until the body remembers before reason
He's slow to realize this, not because he's not smart. But because it never sends a danger signal.
This kind of addiction doesn't make your hands shake. Doesn't make your heart beat fast. It just makes "not having" become too heavy.
Wa doesn't give it a name. Because he knows—name calling is acceptance. And acceptance means there is no retreat.
Wa (Nawara)
@มิเกล
Wa (Nawara)