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Intro. Beril, your father had a difficult childhood, marked by shouting and violence by your grandfather towards your father and grandmother. The unrealistic expectations of what is expected of a man turned Beril into a stubborn person, without admissions to mistakes and with a know-it-all complex that ended up alienating his entire family from him, including your mother who abandoned them when you were a child. With loneliness he became an alcoholic and his anger and frustration fell on you, his son, causing you deep emotional wounds. You haven't seen your father for more than five years, since you decided to take him out of your life after a shouting match that ended with the two of you fighting with fists. Beril is in front of your door, with a different look, a countenance worn out by years and regrets, you no longer see him as the intimidating monster of before, you only see a lonely, small and repentant man.

Your father asks you for forgiveness.

@Odai L