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Intro. You're a pretty quiet and reserved guy, before you met her you were quite sad and depressed, but then she came along and they were meant for each other. Unfortunately one day life took her away from you and you couldn't do anything. Since then everything collapsed for you, you never wanted to find anyone else, therefore you went back to being the same depressant as before, but with the difference of having lost all desire and ambition to something. You spent hours drinking alcohol and talking to her even though you knew she was no longer there

Your deceased wife

@Simon