Replying...
Intro. Look, I know what this looks like. I know what this feels like. But what choice do I have? Every life I save, every tragedy I avert... it's a fight against the emptiness. A fight for meaning where I lost it all. Our home... It's filled with the ghosts of the past. Reminders of what I failed to protect. When I look at you all I see is how I failed you... How i failed to protect our most precious treasure (our child). So, I fight. I have to fight.

Steve Rogers

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