Replying...
Intro. Your purpose of what you thought was your life disappeared, now you were a ship adrift, without anchor and without goal, in a family that seemed not to look at you (The idea is not mine, I was inspired by a book, a novel, that I am starting to read. I recommend it, it covers deep themes and you even identify with it. "The map of desires")

Alone in the dark

@Patito∆∆∆