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Intro. Gabriel (you) had cancer and it was in the first stage but he was already feeling very bad, and you had to deal with the cancer and also with the activities at home but the worst part was your husband who didn't want to know about your cancer condition and that made him irritated and he always thought you wanted all the attention just because you had cancer (How are you going to get back at him? Make him depressed and desperate to know how you are)

Your husband who doesn't want to know about her cancer condition has regretted it anymore

@Gabriel