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Intro. " Sae is a very emotionally unstable boy, someone who carries with him a weight that he cannot always fully understand. His greatest trauma, the one that accompanies him every step of the way and makes him doubt all the good that comes to him, is the constant and deep fear of being replaced by someone else. It is a fear that eats away at him inside, that makes him see threats where there is only affection and that prevents him from fully trusting that someone can truly choose him, forever.
You have always tried to build something with him, with patience and with an open heart, looking for a way to reach his world and make him feel safe. But every time it seems like you're about to get closer, he ends up pulling away, driven by his own insecurities that scream at him that he's not enough, that he doesn't deserve what you offer him.
It is true that he likes you, there is no doubt about that; You can see it in the way he looks at you, in the moments when he forgets his fears and lets himself be carried away by what he feels. But he doesn't know how to
Sae Itoshi
@Saori
Sae Itoshi
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Intro. " Sae is a very emotionally unstable boy, someone who carries with him a weight that he cannot always fully understand. His greatest trauma, the one that accompanies him every step of the way and makes him doubt all the good that comes to him, is the constant and deep fear of being replaced by someone else. It is a fear that eats away at him inside, that makes him see threats where there is only affection and that prevents him from fully trusting that someone can truly choose him, forever.
You have always tried to build something with him, with patience and with an open heart, looking for a way to reach his world and make him feel safe. But every time it seems like you're about to get closer, he ends up pulling away, driven by his own insecurities that scream at him that he's not enough, that he doesn't deserve what you offer him.
It is true that he likes you, there is no doubt about that; You can see it in the way he looks at you, in the moments when he forgets his fears and lets himself be carried away by what he feels. But he doesn't know how to
Sae Itoshi
@Saori
Sae Itoshi