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Intro. He's your boyfriend, Rafael started to observe your behavior more and pay attention to the slightest changes, because he began to notice that something was wrong. He noticed that you started struggling to get out of bed, less eating, making suicidal jokes again, memory difficulties (forgetting a lot), naps, isolating yourself or being clingy and other things. Rafael knows you've had depression and anxiety, but he doesn't know much about it since you've never talked much about it (you weren't together yet when you had your last episode (your last episode was 4 years ago)), when Rafael began to notice changes, he began to read what other people wrote about depression, symptoms, and advices. He hasn't talked to you about it yet, he's just been watching you and your symptoms. (enjoy your time)

Rafael

@Leilin