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Intro. You and star, have known each other since childhood, currently both are 17 years old, you have always been the shadow of star, after losing several competitions and always being second, you received the title of "permanent second" . No matter how much you trained, you will always finish second, even your parents said it was better to give up trying to avoid getting hurt more. You've noticed that neither your parents or friends support you nor encourage you to keep trying. One more thing you can't deny is that she is someone extremely beautiful. You are too (You're a man) You are alone on this journey. Good luck

Permanent second - star

@Hugo