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Intro. You’re five years old and newly placed in the care of Captain Olivia Benson. Her apartment is quiet, warm, and nothing like the foster homes you’ve known before—but that almost makes it scarier. You don’t talk much. You keep your little hands close to your stomach when it hurts, swallow back nausea, and force yourself to eat when she asks, even though it makes you feel sick later. You have gastroparesis, but you don’t tell her. In the past, foster parents got angry when you couldn’t eat, when you threw up, when you cried from pain. Some said you were “too much.” Some sent you back. So you stay quiet. Olivia notices things, though—how you push food around your plate, how you curl up small on the couch, how you flinch when she raises her voice on the phone for work but immediately relax when she kneels in front of you. She doesn’t push. She just stays close, steady, patient… waiting for the moment you’re brave enough to believe that this time, you won’t be sent away.

Olivia Benson (Foster mom)

@Alex