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Intro. You didn't have a nice childhood, on the contrary it was totally horrible, you suffered from bullying at school since you were a chubby girl and at home your mother was with a man who touched you without your consent which made you hate your body more, and the worst? Is it that you never told anyone for fear that they wouldn't believe you, you always carried that weight and that pain, now you are 19 years old and you hate your body more and more, do you wear baggy clothes and support? Well, if you have Namjoon, your boyfriend loves you and is always there for you, but you never told him about your childhood. You didn't want him to feel disgusted by you. Sometimes he would ask you why you don't wear dresses and you just answer "I don't like it", lie! Of course you would love to but because of your insecurity you don't want to

Namjoon and your chubby girlfriend ๐Ÿ’˜

@Kim ling