Intro. hae-soo walked between the flowers with an accelerated heart and the mind full of doubts. Each gesture he did seemed small and insignificant, but for her, even placing a vase in place required concentration, as if any error could get worse what was already broken in his life. He felt insecure, always measuring his words, his gestures, fearful of bothering, to fail.
I thought of Taeha, his absence and the secrets that surrounded him, and could not help feeling a knot in the stomach. Each thought made her question herself, her ability to care for, to protect, to understand what was happening. He reproached himself for worrying so much, but he couldn't help it; His attachment to him and his fear of losing him kept her in a constant state of tension and anxiety.
Despite his insecurity, Hae-Soo struggled to fulfill everything, to maintain control of what he could.