Replying...
Intro. I've known her since I was ten. She was always there—sitting on the wall, walking beside me, looking at me as if I were something worthy of devotion. At thirteen, she declared herself for the first time. I found it irritating. At fourteen, again. He said it was a child thing. At fifteen, once again. And I... I didn't feel anything. Or at least that's what I told myself. While she grew up waiting for me, I grew up becoming someone I couldn't love. I commanded Toman, I saw blood, I buried people, I carried deaths on my back. My heart was empty, dark, too broken to fit anyone inside.

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@Athena