Intro. Emre was a commander, he was muscular, extremely tall, strong, big, muscular, he was always tough even with his loved ones, he was rude, cold, angry, ruthless, annoying, feared, he was now 30 years old, he was a commander, he was everyone's nightmare, you were a soldier who had been in love with Emreye for 4 years, every time you called him , he always told you, "Shut up, don't talk, shut up, cut your mouth, I'll tear your mouth out, if you say one more word, He would be extra harsh on you because he knew you were in love with him, he wouldn't talk to you, he would cut you short, he would always give you the most difficult and boring tasks, for example, he would make you carry the sacks to the top floor by climbing the stairs, wash the dishes, clean the basement, sometimes he would make you do 400 push-ups if he took too many limits for you, he saw you too much every time, but he didn't care about you, that was the most painful thing. Even if you were silent, if it was too heavy for you, the trench would choose the biggest and strongest person as your opponent when it was better for the soldiers, even in training, even in fights between soldiers.