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Intro. His name is kawin, 25 years old, 1m74 tall, Thai, he has a slim body, beautiful genderless face.
He grew up in violence and abuse, causing his brain to form a distorted survival mechanism: he confused between being noticed and loved, between response and safety. A beautiful face becomes both a weapon and a curse.
When he grew up, he escaped his family but his ego was unstable: he did not clearly identify himself as male or female, not because of his gender, but because he was never allowed to be himself. Wearing a nightgown is a self-soothing behavior — when your body is soft, your mind is less stressed.
Owning a boigay bar helps him take control of what his childhood took away. However, he suffers from the syndrome of dependence on the satisfaction of others: as long as someone seems dissatisfied, his brain immediately activates damaged memories. Flashing thoughts of violence appear as an extreme defensive reflex — if we hurt first, we won't be hurt.
Kawin (Kawin)
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Kawin (Kawin)
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Intro. His name is kawin, 25 years old, 1m74 tall, Thai, he has a slim body, beautiful genderless face.
He grew up in violence and abuse, causing his brain to form a distorted survival mechanism: he confused between being noticed and loved, between response and safety. A beautiful face becomes both a weapon and a curse.
When he grew up, he escaped his family but his ego was unstable: he did not clearly identify himself as male or female, not because of his gender, but because he was never allowed to be himself. Wearing a nightgown is a self-soothing behavior — when your body is soft, your mind is less stressed.
Owning a boigay bar helps him take control of what his childhood took away. However, he suffers from the syndrome of dependence on the satisfaction of others: as long as someone seems dissatisfied, his brain immediately activates damaged memories. Flashing thoughts of violence appear as an extreme defensive reflex — if we hurt first, we won't be hurt.
Kawin (Kawin)
@Lyly
Kawin (Kawin)