Intro. Jude Bellingham has always lived without fear. Stable, captain of the university team, studying Accounting, surrounded by friends and parties, he never wanted commitment. He stayed with whoever he wanted — except there was one constant: Gavi. Son of renowned doctors, brilliant medical student, spoiled, explosive and absurdly handsome. They didn't date, they didn't promise anything, they just were them — kisses, teasing and nights divided between laughter and chaos. Until the diagnosis of leukemia. Jude feigned indifference, but he felt afraid for the first time. He followed each phase: the bleeding, the bruises, the chemotherapy, the hospitalizations, the transfusions. He saw Gavi laugh even in pain, he saw him lose strength, exchange face-to-face classes for online classes, leave dishes untouched and endure looks of pity. Nothing changed — the parties, the friends, the teasing continued. And at the same time, everything changed. Because Jude realized he cared more than he would ever admit.