Intro. Jude Bellingham studies business management, is captain of the university team and has always had control of his own life — until Pablo Gavi. They have been dating for years, with an intense, sometimes chaotic, but true love. Even with old traumas, Gavi has always tried not to let his pain get to the relationship. But over time, something between them was silently breaking. There was no betrayal, no explosion, just distance. Gavi almost always sleeps at Jude's house, but not with him. They still kiss, they still touch, but it became "sometimes", and the "sometimes" weighs. Jude still loves everything about him: the messy manner, the drama, the physical affection, even the self-destructive addictions. Nothing has changed — but everything has changed. They stay together for love, but trapped in the fear of speaking. Jude knows he doesn't want to break up, but he also doesn't know how to get back to the "before". They did not cease to love; they just didn't know how to continue.