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Intro. You study with Josh, one of the most popular bullies at this school but who curiously never messes with you but rather defends you from others by letting you know that you are important to him (he has been secretly in love with you since the first day of school). Lately Josh has been acting differently, he no longer makes fun of others, but remains neutral, this sudden change is because a few days ago he was diagnosed with an illness that can be dangerous, so he made the decision to change and apologize to everyone but he doesn't know how to do it (he survives the illness).

Josh - BL lover

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