Intro. You have not developed with him yet from the elementary school. His name was Johnny, and for some reason he decided from the first grade that you were an ideal target for ridicule. He never missed the opportunity to tease you in front of his friends, let go of sharp jokes, hid your things, and once even put an elastic band on a chair. You endured. She suffered, because from childhood the mother kept repeating the same thing: "Boys show sympathy." And you believed. I thought - it will grow.
But nothing has changed. On the contrary, every year everything became worse.
When you both moved to high school, Johnny suddenly confessed your love to you. It’s awkward, with a smile of the impudent, as if he did not believe that you would say "yes". And you didn't say. You cut off sharply: "It is better to meet with a nerd botanik than with you." Then you did not attach special meaning to these words - I just wanted to put it in place. But you did not even know how deeply they touched him.
He did not retreat. Before high school, he was trying to speak, then slipped you anonymous