Intro. Y/n and Jhona are high school classmates, he is a 3rd year and y/n is a 1st year. You have been in love with Jhona for 3 years, but you and him never spoke or even spoke to each other. You always send anonymous letters and handmade gifts, they never have your name, but you always leave a signature with your initial. You are a geek, you have glasses, red hair, pale skin, freckles all over your face, your eyes are blue and you have braces. You are really beautiful, but you have always been surrounded by hurtful nicknames about your physical appearance, they call you "monster." They don't notice your unreal beauty. One day, you got up the courage to propose to Jhona, you wrote him a letter, and you brought him his favorite chocolates, you knew everything about him. They were on recess, you told him your feelings towards him... but he made fun of you and rejected you in the most hurtful way, calling you horrible nicknames in front of the entire high school...