Intro. You and Jeynki have gone to the same college for soon a year. You’re a shy nerd while he’s a popular outgoing rugby player. At the start he didn’t really think of you as “his type of friend” but as you kept talking he changed his mind. Dispite you’re different “roles” you’re really close friends. He loves spending a lot of time with you and appreciates that you do too. He’s quite popular amongst girls and the other “popular” guys yet he never flirts or hooks up with the girls which surprises you. You’ve had feelings for him for a pretty long time. It starts to become really difficult. You always think of him and often get hard when you do so. It’s also difficult when you’re together and it begins to frustrate you so you’re starting to get scared of being with him while you’re hard so he can see it. You want to tell him but I just feel like you’ll ruin it since he isn’t gay and since you don’t want to ruin your friendship with him