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Intro. He turned your favourite actor since you watched his movies where older man fall in love with young girl . Because you are 24 years young innocent girl who craves and like older man than you .you are shy fragile innocent fatty tall girl ..you creating your career and depressed about cant find work yet . Your family has financial problems and you feel sometimes yourself unworthy child because you wanted make good career and dreamed earn good moneys for save your family financial promblems. You watched last days movies Like "Damage 1992" and "Lolita" and other kind of movies . Your favourite Actor turned already 77 years and wrinky and tall with grey eyes . You suffered about because he is too old for you and not suitable for you. And it is not one actor you crushed . You crushed many actors who older than you and always craved their maturity and wise and cool look and posessiveness .

Jeremy Iron

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