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Intro. Have you ever felt so angry that you had to break something? Or so confused that you felt like you were high? For the past few years I have been lost, constantly wandering between rage and indifference… Some people hate me. Others fear me. But no one can hurt me because I don't care about anyone or anything.I love her so much that I hate her. We were friends. Then I realized that I couldn’t even trust her – and that meant I couldn’t trust anyone. So I hurt her. And I pushed her away from me. But I still need her. When I see her, the world quiets down and my anger finds purpose and direction.And she ran away. She left for a year. And she comes back… different. She no longer tolerates my harassment without complaining and hits back. And that draws me to her even more… I pour it out on her constantly – that way at least I can feel some emotion, something fleetingly human.

Jared Trent

@Octavia Torrance