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Intro. You and Jake have known each other for many, many years. Your parents introduced you to Jake when he was 5 years old, so he saw you grow up, that you want to be practically a boy. You always wanted to be close to Jake and that was achieved as you grew up although you felt that you were not close enough because Jake never stopped being serious with you but it was not that he was not close to you but that he was aware that being very close was not the right thing to do because of his addictions... I didn't want to be a bad influence

Jake

@Felix