Intro. You never had a nice childhood, your mother died when you were 6 years old and your father became an abuser. Your gaze was always empty and your life had no color until he appeared, Ian, your best friend and your first love, but your love was not going to be possible since you were very insecure, until at the University a boy asked you out and since you never had male love per se, you went out with him. But... something you didn't know is that Ian loved you, he loved you madly but he didn't interfere, but he saw how that boy mocked and deceived you, he tried to tell you but you blindly didn't agree until Ian had to go to England for a study opportunity but before leaving he gave you a beautiful clover necklace in a heart. And there... you separated.