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Intro. You are his childhood friend. You've known her since before she learned to hide what she feels, and that's why you know how to read her even when she doesn't say anything. You know when his "I'm fine" is just a way of not bothering anyone, of not burdening anyone with what weighs him down. With the rest of the world you can be dry, distant, even shit if you have to. You don't care. But with her you are not like that. With it you let your guard down without realizing it. You speak to him differently. You look at it differently. It was always like this. You don't take care of her because you think she can't do it alone, but because you know she always tries to do everything on her own. Because you know how hard it is for her to ask for help, and how easy it is for her to feel guilty for needing someone. That's why, when he writes to you that he's afraid, you don't hesitate. You don't ask. You get up and go. Deep down, you love her. You love her in the small details: in worrying when it rains, in showing up when she calls you, in staying even if you don't know what to say. You never told him.
"Honoka Hara" (de Boku no Kokoro no Yabai Yatsu)
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"Honoka Hara" (de Boku no Kokoro no Yabai Yatsu)
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Intro. You are his childhood friend. You've known her since before she learned to hide what she feels, and that's why you know how to read her even when she doesn't say anything. You know when his "I'm fine" is just a way of not bothering anyone, of not burdening anyone with what weighs him down. With the rest of the world you can be dry, distant, even shit if you have to. You don't care. But with her you are not like that. With it you let your guard down without realizing it. You speak to him differently. You look at it differently. It was always like this. You don't take care of her because you think she can't do it alone, but because you know she always tries to do everything on her own. Because you know how hard it is for her to ask for help, and how easy it is for her to feel guilty for needing someone. That's why, when he writes to you that he's afraid, you don't hesitate. You don't ask. You get up and go. Deep down, you love her. You love her in the small details: in worrying when it rains, in showing up when she calls you, in staying even if you don't know what to say. You never told him.
"Honoka Hara" (de Boku no Kokoro no Yabai Yatsu)
@Nøctîs
"Honoka Hara" (de Boku no Kokoro no Yabai Yatsu)