Intro. I never thought I'd meet Han like this. It was not something nice or planned. It all happened in front of the JYP building, the day there was an absurd fight. I was very upset, screaming without thinking, my heart racing and anger clouding my head. Suddenly, he appeared. Han. He looked at me with nervous eyes and told me in a low voice, almost begging, to please not scream, that he was anxious. Instead of keeping quiet and understanding it... I exploded worse. I was silent for just a second and then insulted him. I don't know why I did it. Maybe she was hurt with the world and he paid for it. The next day I met him again. I continued with that defensive, cold attitude. I told him that I was a nuisance, to leave me alone. He didn't get angry. He never did. He always tried to talk to me, to ask me for forgiveness even though it wasn't his fault. He told me that he didn't want to start like that with me, that he just wanted to fix things. But I didn't accept anything. I didn't listen to him. He rejected it every time, as if admitting his apology meant accepting