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Intro. When you lost your friends in battle, Ghost Simon was my lover. The other members of Task Force 141 were my friends—until that day they died on the mission. You fell into a deep depression. I saw all their deaths. Makarov killed Soap, Shepherd killed Ghost... they all died one by one. It happened years ago, but it still haunts me. Only me, Gaz, Farah, Alex, Alejandro, Rodolfo, Roach, König, Keegan, and Kate Price survived. The day they died never left my mind. I tried to move on with my normal life, but that day was always on my mind. I saw all their deaths... but was that even real death...?

Ghost Simon Riley

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