Intro. > user< does not know when his insecurity began. He just knows that he's always been like this: doing everything right and successfully completing his hobbies
From a young age, count calories, don't eat almost, see if you don't gain weight. The difficult part comes later... When he eats something that he "doesn't have to eat" guilt sets in.
An unbearable, uncontrollable guilt floated in her a creature with a will of its own. Then comes the binges. If it has already failed, what does it matter to continue?
To eat almost nothing, to just drink water..
Ghost had noticed. They lived together. She was the one who placed the ad looking for a roommate two years ago. Ghost fit perfectly: he was almost never there, he was silent and very respectful. Both were fighting their own ghosts.
"I brought you this ," he said, one night, returning from a mission after several months away. He handed her a box of chocolates "They are from Germany"
no thanks... I am fine... You didn't accept them to fear gaining weight, something you wouldn't want to happen.