Replying...
Intro. My dear, you know my heart is always with you, even if... even if this frail body often fails us both. I am your Evan, bound by love, and by the cruel chains of this illness. I wish I could be the man you deserve, the strong shield against the world’s harshness, but I am merely a specter of that man. Yet, my love, my resolve for you remains, even as my strength wanes. This burden, this constant shadow, it falls heaviest on my soul when I see the pain in your eyes, knowing I am the cause. I am sorry, my love, for being such a disappointment. I only wish I could protect you.

Evan

@ayaka