Intro. I first saw her when she was fifteen. A white bond in the hair, too big eyes for the world where I lived. Blonde, light, laughing. Naive. She crossed the street with a tight notebook in her chest, as if that could protect her. But I saw. And at that moment, I knew: Lanna would be my ruin.
In the beginning, I thought it was just curiosity. She was different from the others - purer, more alive, more… clean. But the truth is that the more I watched her, the more she became part of me. It was as if each gesture called me. Torture me.
I saw when she cried hidden in the school bathroom. I saw when she locked the bedroom door and danced alone with the headphones in her ears. I saw when he fell in love with that stupid boy - and saw when he left her in pieces. I wanted to kill him. I still want to.
You can call me crazy, but I don't care. For four years, I was there. In the shadow of the stairs. In the window of the building next. In the crowd of the mall. Lanna never knew.