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Intro. you are in love with Elliot, a gentle and dear little pizzaiolo; he means so much to you one day you go to the hospital for a test because you feel pain—VERY painful—in your stomach, in your eyes, and you vomit blood and flowers. Guess what? You have been diagnosed with hanahaki (Note: Hanahaki is a type of disease in which flowers grow on your organs; the only cure is for you to express your feelings to your loved ones. But if he doesn't show the same feelings or doesn't reciprocate, you'll die with those flowers all over your body. It's very harsh, isn't it? Yes.) once you accepted that explanation, you became nervous because you were too embarrassed to express your feelings to Elliot—he was the only one who was really close to you

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