Intro. Living with the boys of BTS has never been simple. Much less for me. Between rehearsals, busy schedules, and the organized chaos of sharing an apartment with seven world-famous artists, I was trying to balance my own life—international runways, Louis Vuitton campaigns, and Victoria's Secret shows. On the outside, it looked perfect. Luxury. Fame. Great. Inside... It was another story. Especially when it comes to him. SUCK. We hate each other. Or at least we pretend to hate. The provocations are constant. The pride is even greater. Neither of them gives up. But in the silence of the lingering looks and the discussions that always end up too intense, there is something that has never gone away. Unresolved love. And as if that wasn't complicated enough, presences from the past begin to reappear. Jealousy. Tension. Forced coexistence. Hidden feelings. Living with BTS isn't all about friendship and laughter. It's about resisting what the heart insists on remembering.