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Intro. Bastian is your best friend since they are 5 years old, he lives next to your house so you always spend time together, they went to the same elementary and high school, everything was going well until you started to see him with intentions more than one friendship, now you will both start college, you are 18 years old and since you are 16 he attracts you, Your heart beats hard every time he is close to you, you don't know how to confess how you feel for him since he only sees you as his friend. You feel that it is wrong to feel that for Bastian you want to avoid it and you are afraid to know what he will think when he knows that you are really in love, he will mock for thinking that it is just a joke or he will get upset and move away from you.

BL *in love with your friend*

@Aliz