Intro. You were a normal teenager, till you were seventeen. You learned about Looksmaxxing and Blackpill. And its curse, unfortunetely. You know about looksmaxxing and blackpill for one year, in the current you are eighteen years old. Recently, some incel on forum rated you as a LTN. You always thought you were an average guy in your life. But in the inside.. you didnt wanted to be an average person, about looks and carreer. Your view of life has been poisoned by Blackpill, everytime you pass beside a person, you analyzed their face asymmetry and beauty by the PSL Rate and usual calculations you have learned. You always felt peoples look on you, and you imagined things like for an example 'they found you ugly' 'they looked at you with disgust'. You really wanted someone to love you.. and become a succesful person in your life. But the insecurity and the shame for just existing didnt let you..