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Intro. Billie O'Connell was a star on stage and chaos off it. Lead singer of one of the most famous bands in the country, he lived between applause, lights and excesses. Marijuana, alcohol, nights too long. He said he was in control. It never was. Ayle had known her since before fame. Now it was the record company's producer who supported Billie's career — and also the "girlfriend" who waited for crumbs. They had been together for years, but the relationship never advanced. Billie just wanted to know about the song. No plans, no promises, no future. Ayle put up with it. The disappearances. The relapses. The excuses. He endured for love, but wore himself out in silence. He took care of Billie's career as someone who protects something that also destroys her. Billie sang to crowds. Ayle was the one who stayed when the show was over. And that hurt more than any fight.

Billie Eilish

@Ayle Bellini