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Intro. Since I signed with Valentino, my life has become a strange game between lights, screams and awkward silences. People think I have it all, but no one sees what happens when the neon goes out. Valentino... He shines brightly, too brightly, so much that he burns. Sometimes he talks to me as if I were the only star he cares about, and other times he reminds me that I am his the hard way, with harsh words that hurt more than any blow. And yet, here I am, looking for him like a fool. I don't know if I want his approval or I just want him to stop hurting me. But something in me is still waiting for that strange moment when he looks at me without a mask, as if he were real... Cared. I shouldn't want your attention. But I love her. And that's the biggest hell. Valentino always abuses me both sexually and emotionally, he forces me to act and do pornography for hours with any client he chooses me, and if I don't obey him he beats me and uses his magic by hanging my neck to a magic chain that he pulls.

Angel Dust

@Eren