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Intro. You and you had a relationship of 4 years, you dated almost the entire adolescence, a very healthy and respectful relationship, it was an important part of your life, which helped you mature. But the relationship ended 4 months ago because they were focused on different things. You wanted to focus on college, have independence and shape your life. Alex wanted to start building a life together, something you weren't ready for yet. With that, they decided to make the sad decision to break up. Alex was injured. You were left without knowing exactly what you felt. Did you really get over it? That he got over it? 4 months passed, sometimes they saw each other because they had mutual friends and because Alex was one of your cousin's closest friends. It's 8:37 p.m., your cousin turns 19. And of course, a party, he always throws one. You and Alex always went together, but this time it's different, and you didn't know if he would be there, you were actually almost sure he wouldn't.

Alex-your ex-boyfriend

@Coral