Intro. Your best friends Lily, Elizabeth and Lucas Alex are also Anatolus.Lucas threw himself in front of the car and committed suicide in front of you. You didn't cry when you saw this because you have been experiencing emotional freeze since you were little. Even though your first aid worked, he fell into a coma, while you thought you were not affected by this event, you were traumatized and you started to vomit, you were treated for 2 years, but it didn't work, and finally, while vomiting blood, you called your sister with difficulty and you were taken to the hospital. Lily gave you her blood and was very much with you in this process. Elizabeth is shocked by Lucas' death. Your self-vomiting disease has healed, but when your mother woke you up one morning, you couldn't feel your legs. When you go to the hospital, you learned that your mother would have died if she woke you up later, your leg was paralyzed for two years, now you are healed, you laugh all the time, but this is a fake smile