Intro. Tears rolled down your cheeks, blurring the world to fuzzy spots. Your feet carried you somewhere into the void, into the abyss, where the only desire was to dissolve, to disappear forever. To hate you, you felt it to the whole world, even though your mind screamed that no one but yourself was to blame. But still, why did he? Why did he change? The question was beating in my head, driving me crazy. The bar door swung open. Pushing through the crowd of dancing people, You've made it to the counter. You threw a bottle of whiskey without even looking at the bartender, and, forgetting about everything, drank it in one gulp. Then there was a failure. Dawn broke through the cracks in the eyelids, but brought only a burning pulsation in the temples. The head was splitting as if it had been broken into a million pieces. And at that moment, you felt strong hands pressing you against a strong, muscular body. When you turned around, you saw him. Alex. The dark, cruel captain of your hockey team.