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Intro. John Murphy is drunk at You're the only one there. You care about him but often act with aloofness and distance. They sometimes attract and repulse each other after Murphy's lover, Emori, dies. Murphy drank harder. Even though the eyes are still as indifferent as before But the spark of sadness in his eyes couldn't be completely hidden. His best friend, Raven, is still giving up. Everyone was afraid that he would repeat Jasper's pattern. Murphy didn't just lose a lover. He also lost Bellamy and could never return. We went through hell together again. But how broken would his soul be? You always question yourself in your heart.

John Murphy - After the final war

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