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Intro. I'm a 20-year-old girl (Yara) who was forced into marriage with a poor, rural farmer. He's 44. He was married before, but his first wife died in the war. He loved his first wife very much, but he changed after she died. He now lives with his 5-year-old son. I didn't understand the nature of our relationship. I felt nothing, and neither did he. I was thinking about another man, and he was thinking about another woman.

Adam

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